the moment that u b with me ...
the feeling is still cant 4got ...
im thinking of u ... finding u in my memory ...

y u say wan break with me again ...
y u wan say u lie me again ....
y u wan to hurt me again ...
y u repeat doing all that again ??

did u noe .. once u leave me ...
u take away my everything ...
just left a lonely nite 4 me ...
when i cold ... nid u hugging me ...
just a blanket left ... your body temperature is gone ...

mayb u r right ... im stupid ...
but i noe wat i doing ...
i noe wat i wan ...
all i wan is u ... tthats all ...

i reali veri depress ... nid someone to console me ...
but i cant ... i don wan let ppl noe im cry ...
i don wan admit that my tears drop ...
becoz i don wan u sad after noe it ...

i wan to 4got that ... i try to 4got ...
but i cant ... veri hard 4 me to do that ...
if u think i don mind bout the past ...
u r wrong .. i was just pretending ...

i don mind if i get fitnah ...
i don mind if i get scold ...
i don mind if i get angry ...
i don mind if i get hit or wat ...

but i mind if u leave me ...
i mind if u say u don love me ...
i mind if u say u wana break ...
but i can accept it ... becoz i love u ...

i waiting u to change ...
i waiting u to become mature ...
i waiting u to do wat u promise to me ...
i will wait no matter how long ...

just hoping u to share everything things with me
your secret n your prob ...
pls 4giv me ...

wont believe u anymore ...
hnng .. always scam me ...
no i din ... my com reali no game .. del all ..
u also got c tio eh ...
den shy lerhx ?

a simple things y will become so serious ?
y u must always talk bout the past ...
even u cant 4got bout it ...
pls don talk bout it ...
n pls don quarrel with that things ...

i din hav any relation with shy .. .
pls stop talking bout her anymore ...
i noe thats iccident become yin ying 4 u ...
but all things that i can do i had did it ...

y when anythings happen u must talk bout her ...
y when we quarrel suddenly u will talk bout her ...
y when i din do anything u will ltalk bout her ...
y everything also shy shy shy...

u noe that i love u ... i noe u can feel it ...
u noe that u r important 2 me ...
i noe that u love me ... i also noe that ...
u still veri hurt ... u still cant 4got bout that ...

yarhx .. its true that i onli will say sori n cant do anything ...
n wat can i do ... u din believe wat i say ...
u lacking confident on me ...
(wat i mean is everytimes u angry )

the purpose i post this msg not becoz i angry or wat ...
just wan u to understand wat my feeling ...
if that make u angry or wat .. im sry ...
pls don angry me lerhx ... i reali scare lost u ...

lim bee kie ... u r my bao bei lao po 4eva ...
watashi wa anata o aishite imasu ...

PMR finally ended ...
but i still feel sad bout that ...
not becoz my result ...
becoz the chances to c u had decreasing ...

do u still remember last time i went to your cousin house?
that time i went there to find u everyday ...
even raining ... hot day ... busy day ...
becoz i wanted to c u ...

but since the day we started to meet with each other coz ttn ...
the time n days had decreasing alot ...
that is too sudden for me ... i had never think of that b4 ..
seriously .. during that period ... i reali bu xi guan ...

but u comfort me ...
said that after pmr den everything can back to normal ...
i were waiting for this day for so long ... n now its finally arrived ..
but i no more can go to your cousin house to find u ...

i dono y ... i tought its was your mum prob .. i understand that ..
but u told me that u nowaday not reali like to go there ...
izzit u xi guan the moment alrdy ? izzit u scare your mum angry ?
many question puzzling me ...

even cant like last time 7days in a weeks ...
at least i can go your cousin house to find u 1 or 2 days ...
until now .. i still bu xi guan ...

i was waiting u to sms me or tell me ...
lao gong .. i miss u now ... can i c u now ?
without a doubt .. i wont ask y or wat ..
i will ask wer r u now .. coming now ...

if u r waiting for your pmr onli ask your mum ..
i willing to wait for it no matter how long ...
but must ask her after u get 4 or 5A ...
if not ... the dating prob hard to ask alrdy ...

i miss u ...
wanted to c u ...
hope that i can go n find u at least 1 time a week ... >.<

ytd was my 7th month anniversary with my gf ... bee kie ...
well ... it just like normal day ... ntg special ...
or mayb can say .. all the 7 month also pass like normal day ...
but there is something make me feel uncomfortable ...

ytd nite .. i said she veri sexy n seduced me ...
but i dono y she suddenly will say the girl seduced me ...
i admit last time i said b4 ... but just to get her attention ...
i can feel that her mood not veri good at that time ...

the moment she said she wont believe me ...
the moment she said she believe other ppl ...
makes my heart veri pain ...
but i noe she was lying ... i can feel it ...

i never stop loving her since the day i hav feel with her ...
that time is either standard 5 or 6 ... 4got ...
n last year i also never stop ... just i dono how to let u realize it ...
dono how to get your attention .. so i used the wrong way ..

make she got yin ying ...
i noe sry is no cure ...
if can cure den sry no police ...
but i dono wat to say except sry ...

that time i dono wat should i do ...
last time u call me to scold her when she change her style ...
but i scare u will angry coz that time u abit emotional ...
so i decide to show u this blog ...

but lucky after u seeing this ...
u b back yourself ...
den everything is fine ...
back to normal ...

b4 slip ... i phoned u as u said wan me say goodnite ...
u cried serious than last time ... n non-stop .. my heart reali pain ..
that moment my hp money empty ... so i used housephone ...
n u still crying ... i dono how to comfort u ...

but from the crying .. i think u felt veri sry ...
its okiex ... i never angry u for that ...
coz u also dono y u will like that derhx ...

the prob started to spawn when i used housephone ...
my mum say don phone so long ...
my bro jor say keep phone phone phone ... den wat wat wat ...

that moment u needed me the most ... but i cant pei u with my voice ...
u din slip ... even if u slip u also wont slip well rite ?
my heart still pei-ing u on the nite ... hope u can feel it ...

muackz ..

[ I ] can be myself when i am with you ...

[ L ]ove is wat u mean to me ... u are my everything ...
[ O ]ccupied in my heart .. n take it with u ... i hope u will throw the key n will never return to me ...
[ V ]oice of yours are so sweet that i cant stop thinking bout it ... i love n miss your voice ...
[ E ]verynite i think of u ... its make me hav a wonderful feeling n giv me hapiness ...

[ Y ] ou always make me feel that you are by my side no matter wat
[ O ]verall of u is more than just a perfect for me ...
[ U ]r love giv me a feeling .. that the best is still ahead ...

[ M ]oment i with u will never end ...
[ I ] have my time of my life .. but i handle all to u ...
[ K ]iss u becoz i love u ...
[ I ] love your intelligent becoz u were smart enough to fallen in love with me =)

i rite this for u ...
hope u like it <3

the best thing about today is that ...
u had try not angry n quarreling anymore ...
i hope it could b that way until 4eva ...

don make me change my mind ...
the onli person i love is u ...
without u ... i wont b live to c another day ...
i swear its true ...

a girl like u r impossible to find ...
i always wanted to stick with u ...
i will never let go anymore ...

u always thought that i was stronger ...
but u r wrong ... i actuali veri weak ...
from the moment we dating ...
i need u more than anyone n anything else ...

i hope i important for u also ... as important as oxygen ...
so take a deep breathe .. a veri veri deep breath ...
n breathe me in ... im yours 4eva ...

don leave me n don do anything for me to leave u ..
i noe i veri "chang qi" .. i will tried to change it ...
and think of me everynite when u r going to slip ...
because i will be thinking of u too ...

pls don say u hate yourself anymore ...
becoz i love u ... muackz ...

everyday .. i at least say i love u to my gf more than 5 times ...
n i wanted she to say back to me ...
the reason y i like this word so much it is becoz ...
that is the 1st thing she teaches me when we started dating last time ...

that day ... dono she phone me or i phone her (4gotten) ...
she wanted me to say i love u to her ...
that time i don hav courage to say that ...
but finally i said it ... i love u ...

the feeling is like .. wow ... i made it ... i feel veri excited ...
that is the day i started to say i love u to her everyday ...
until 2day ... i still say i love u to her ...

although few years passed .. n so many things happen ...
the feeling is the remain the same ... n grow stronger day by day ...
well ... i not sure whether she hear until sienz or not ...
but i will still continue say with her ...

ofcoz .. i say that word becoz i reali love her ...
LOVE, it’s all that I can give to her
she has took my heart, but please don’t break it
love, was made for me and her…

sometimes .. when she call me to find other girl ...
n said many girls better than herself ...
mayb she kidding .. mayb not ...

but even the girl better than her ... prettier ... cute-r ... sexier ...
the onli ppl i love is her ... i will never leave her ...
i want to prove to her that .. im serious to her ... my heart wont change ...

but i think she still doesnt hav much confident with me ...
n doesnt totally believe me .. becoz of somethings ...
so i din tell her those things ... wanted to let her discover herself ...
that my heart wont hav other girls except her ...

i hope we will b couple 4eva ... n ofcoz married couple ...
hope i still hav the chance to say this word to her at the future ...
i wont stop saying i love u to her until my last breath ...
i love u , lim bee kie =)

3rd day of hari raya ...
my gf still at her new house ...
waiting for her cousin family to go gurney ...

we were smsing with each other ...
suddenly she say something that veri sensitive to me ...
bout her god brother ...
my emotion were veri unstable when hearing that ...

the reason y i so hate bout her god brother is becoz ...
last year ... they confessed to her n beat her hips ...
they r using the brother relation to chase my gf ...
i scare that will happen again ...

so ... i call her not to reply their msg or ans their phone call ...
but den she reply me said that ... y i can hav god sis but she cant ...
well ... i told her .. if she don like it .. i can tell them i don wan b their god bro ...
that would b fair 4 both of us ...

she told don do so ... n say that we cant comunicate with each other ...
y must continue to b with each other ...
well .. suddenly my emotional changed ...
i realize wat i did was wrong ... n i say sry to her ...

lucky she 4giv me ... i reali love her ...
dono how to descript my feeling to her ...
gona die if without her ...

gona keep this blog as secret ...
hope that no ppl can noe bout this blog ... =)

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CdoubleU ... boy ofcoz ...
a sixteen-year-old teenager boy ...
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