Friday, October 17, 20085:27 AM
will you be there, wating for me to love you ?-
ytd was my 7th month anniversary with my gf ... bee kie ...
well ... it just like normal day ... ntg special ...
or mayb can say .. all the 7 month also pass like normal day ...
but there is something make me feel uncomfortable ...
ytd nite .. i said she veri sexy n seduced me ...
but i dono y she suddenly will say the girl seduced me ...
i admit last time i said b4 ... but just to get her attention ...
i can feel that her mood not veri good at that time ...
the moment she said she wont believe me ...
the moment she said she believe other ppl ...
makes my heart veri pain ...
but i noe she was lying ... i can feel it ...
i never stop loving her since the day i hav feel with her ...
that time is either standard 5 or 6 ... 4got ...
n last year i also never stop ... just i dono how to let u realize it ...
dono how to get your attention .. so i used the wrong way ..
make she got yin ying ...
i noe sry is no cure ...
if can cure den sry no police ...
but i dono wat to say except sry ...
that time i dono wat should i do ...
last time u call me to scold her when she change her style ...
but i scare u will angry coz that time u abit emotional ...
so i decide to show u this blog ...
but lucky after u seeing this ...
u b back yourself ...
den everything is fine ...
back to normal ...
b4 slip ... i phoned u as u said wan me say goodnite ...
u cried serious than last time ... n non-stop .. my heart reali pain ..
that moment my hp money empty ... so i used housephone ...
n u still crying ... i dono how to comfort u ...
but from the crying .. i think u felt veri sry ...
its okiex ... i never angry u for that ...
coz u also dono y u will like that derhx ...
the prob started to spawn when i used housephone ...
my mum say don phone so long ...
my bro jor say keep phone phone phone ... den wat wat wat ...
that moment u needed me the most ... but i cant pei u with my voice ...
u din slip ... even if u slip u also wont slip well rite ?
my heart still pei-ing u on the nite ... hope u can feel it ...
muackz ..
