dear dear ... i love u ...
love u make me feel hapi ... meaningful ...
without u my life dull .. meaningless ..
so .. pls b with me 4eva ... =)

warhx ... an opening like this
so hiong nia .. muahahahax ...
later will b more hiong gok ..
if the ppl flue better don c. . coz damn rou ma .. (mayb)

your voices are so sweet .. n so seductive ...
make me cant stop listen it ...
your smile are so cute ...
i had addicted with it ...

if 1 day din c u ...
make me more n more miss u ...
if everyday c u ...
make me more n more love u ...

conclusion is ...
u r my everything ..
my everything were given by u ...
so .. cannot leave me yarhx ... hehex ...

y i wanna kiss u ..
becoz i wanna tell u that i love u ..
the reason becoz i holding your hand ..
coz wan to let u noe i always b with u ..

i hugging u tight ...
becoz i don wan let u go away from me ...
u r important to me ... n to let u noe ...
i cant live without u ...

if i too chang qi ..
den sry harrr ...
coz i veri scare u leave me ...
hehex ... but i noe u wont ...

okiex ...
last pharagraph ...
as a ending ...
old stuff again ...

i wont b here ..
but i wan u to hear ...
i wan to b my dear ..
now n 4eva .. hope u wont say never ^_^

end here ...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ....
a midnite screaming came from me ..
wat happen actuali ?? nightmare ?? kicked something ??
nope ... my k bro fall from bed n pressed me = =

ytd hard to slip after that ..
he dropped from the bed n pressed me ...
damn pain ... wuwuwu ...
den mosquitoes bite my whole nite ...

cant slip .. until 4 or 5 something ..
coz heard the malay " liam keng "
den i wake up kinda late ...
n 2day hardly pei my bao bei ...

my k bro using my com ...
haizz .. kelian ..
lucky he back d ...
^^

everynite i force myself not to think bout anything that negative ...
but i cant stop thinking bout it ... until now ...
i had the chance to c her at least once a week after she moved ...
thats make me hapi .. she promised me that she will stay my house when holiday ..

warhx .. just think bout it make me hapi ...
everynite when i cold i can hug her ...
if we cant slip .. we can talk with each other ...
somemore we can wake each other up ...

doesnt it fun when just thinking bout it ??
i hope that will happen ...
u all don luan luan think .. just slip ... ntg else ..
muahahahahahahahx ....

nowaday i seldom pei her ...
coz my k bro come stay my house ...
den hp also no money d ...
but later i gona reload 4 her ... coz i noe she bored ..

damn miss her but dono wat to do ..
wanted to c her but hard to do so ...
warhx ... i keep think bout the moment she come my house ...
guess .. i too excited to that .. cant wait for that day to come ..

justin stop warhx-ing or swt-ing
just normal ...
love her so much .. muackz ...

stop here ..

nowaday seldom raining ...
i hope its raining everyday ...
especially at night b4 i slip n afternoon ..
if 24 hours raining more nice ...

i like to hear the raining sound ...
make me relax somehow .. hehex ..
indeed .. its veri relax at the moment ..
make ppl lazy .. hav a relax body ...

pls raining this few days ...
long time no raining ...
kinda stress ... my head pain ...
lolsss ... not reali =)

i wanted to slip in the midnite when raining ..
damn comfortable. . more nice than aircon
muahahahahahax ... this kinda of things ..
onli lazy ppl will enjoy it .. hehex ...

btw ... wj told me justin at india ...
but justin told me he at sg ...
noob justin cant enjoy the rain ..
after u saw this post. . kill me if u can .. bluek ...

stopping ..

gosh ...
the moment she went to her new house for wedding dinner ...
i feel damn bored ... ntg to do at all ...
but damn miss her ...

i don hav a plan for my holiday ...
somemore my com doesnt hav any games ...
so i on9 to chat with someone ...
but seriously ... no one on9 except few ppl n some strangers ...

wuwuwu ...
reali miss her so much ...
wanna go n find her if i can .. hehex ...
even i go there i also pai seh .. coz all girls ... her cousin there .. lolss ..

from sat until 2day ...
i don remember wat i had do ...
mayb ntg .. coz i don think i had do anything ...
zzz .. i dono wat i say bout ...

btw .. i think narongrit back from pj ...
damn him .. doesnt giv me a call or a sms msg ...
gona kill him if i meet him ...
n silly cornelius also disappear. .. = =

never saw cm on9 alrdy ...
think he playing maple private server ...
jason not going to on9 this few weeks ..
going to aus ... travel ...

lame post ... stop here ...
091 ... <<< u noe who i mean =.="

after saw your edited post ...
after heard wat u told me in msn ...
i started to feel scare .. sad ...
i had never feel like that myself ... i lost myself ..

i told u that we sure can maintain ...
whether u believe or not ...
i said it coz we reali can ...
not becoz just wanna comfort we both ..

pls trust me .. try not to think like that now ...
don say sry to me anymore ...
that will make me even scare ...
i scare u say that coz wanna leave me alone T_T ...

bao bei .. i reali cant imagine the day without u ...
i reali don wanna continue living anymore ...
we had experience alot of things .. wouldnt it a waste if we giv up now??
2 more years onli ... pls .. still remember last time wat did u said ??
u call me to wait u until form 5 .. n i willing to do so ... until now i still remember it ...

still remember wat we bet this year ??
u said u wont leave me 1st .. n say will tank mostly until form5 ...
n said i will leave u onli ... n now i din leave u anymore ..
n now i tell u .. I WONT LEAVE U ALSO UNLESS I DIE ...
its true ...

u should noe .. im serious with u since we started ...
i told myself that if i sayang u ... love u ... treat u nicely .. u jor wont leave me ...
i scare i lost u .. i scare u sad. . i scare u angry ...
so i care bout your everything ... mayb u think that veri ma fan .. but its okiex ..

mayb u think im stupid ..
mayb u think not worth doing that ...
but never angry or scold me coz that ..
coz i cant control my love on u ...

don leave me in the future ..
reali cant live without u ...

we were young ... n we still hav alot of chances ...
never say u prefer we never start ...
unless u r reali unhappy b with me ..
feel sad when u say that .. coz i never regret b with u ...

don feel sad coz u r moving house ...
coz our relation can still b remain ..
never giv up the hope ...
becoz u were the one that gav me alot of hopes ...

if u saw me crying .. don cry ...
can u laugh?? your smile will make me feel better ...
if we reali cant b with each other like u said ...
remember wat i had gav to u .. told u .. n the moment i b with u ..
never 4gout bout it .. let it become our sweet memory ...

but 4 me .. that things will never happen ...
coz .. i believe in u ...
n we still hav long journey to go ..
i mean after form 5 ...

i blame myself coz cant do anything when u r cring in front of me just now ...
i cant even comfort u or cheer u up ..
all i can do is just lying beside u n hug u ...
wanted to let u noe that u r not alone .. no matter wat happen .. u still hav me ...

pls .. read every msgn poem that i cre8 4 u ...
n read all the love letter i rite 4 u ..
never del it ... never lost it .. never throw it ...
i reali put alot of afford in those letter n poem ...

if u need anything .. just tell me ...
don wori ... im yours ... so no nid to shy when ask for it ..
still remember wat my dad told u ??
if u nid anything just ask from me or him .. my family so sayang u lorhx .. hahax ..

if u had any xin shi or secret ...
would u share it with me ?
just now i took your pic ...
wanted to keep it n look at u when u not beside me ..

when i hugging u .. kissing u ...
i noe u feel pai seh coz your fren n my fren was there ...
u say they will be watching us ... let them do so ...
anyway ... we will outshine them ...

never cry alone anymore ...
iw will be yours always ...
hope u remember our days .. .
coz future we sure will married .. thats the purpose y im still living ...

i love u n cant stop it anymore ...
i would rather die than stop it ..
pls no more crying n say sry to me anymore ...
becoz u never do anything wrong .. n your tears r more precious than a diamond ...

everynite u slip .. i will hug u tight ...
when u nid to cry ... just cry on my shoulder ...
im by your side .. u will be safe all nite .. .
so close your eyes .. n no more sadness .. no more tears ...

coz this is not goodbye .. just a good nite ..
when u wake up .. i will be there for u ..
slip well .. n if u cold .. i will hug u tight tight ...
wanted u to feel xing fu .. n can smile even u was slipping .. hohox ..

the bite that u gav me when u r at my house just now ...
i will always remember it ... not becoz the pain or wat. .
becoz .. it is a part of memory that u , my beloved wife gave to me ...
promise me .. no more lonely crying ... i will b there 4 u ..

ytd nite ... my gf told me she wanna slip ..
so i went to slip after her ...
den i thinking bout the afternoon stuff ..
den i think bout something that reali piss me off ...

the story begin like tat ...
a guy came to my gf's cousin's house ..
den that guy was teasing my gf ...
he said my gf wearing a green bra ...

WTF !!! that was unforgivable ...
teasing her in front of me ??
hell no !!! damn him !!!
that reali piss me off ...

but luckily after that ...
he no more teasing her ...
or else .. he deserve my punch ...
don believe it ?? den try it again ...

den my gf also ntg ...
so not gona quarrel with him ...
he make me feel offence with him ...
better bkful ... if not die also dono wat happen ...

at here .. a warning to this 4 ppl ...
those 4 ppl that i listed below was in my blacklist ..
blackmailed since they teasing , harrasing , backstabbing , gossiping my gf ..
do it in front of me again ... they all gona die within my punch ...

1... N.J.How
2... O.K.Jin
3... E.S.Mei
4... Chearn

this 4 person above better bkful ...
coz those 4 r in RED danger ... especially that guy who tease my gf. .
n if other ppl c my blog ...
giv u an advice ... something better don look or tell it ...
or u will regret to do so ...

end here ... >= (

2day my gf finally came back from genting ...
i was suprise that im still alive ...
after struggling for so many days ...
i finally made it =) ...

after she back ...
i was at her cousin's house ...
den she came n find me ...
wat a big suprise 4 me ... i love u my dear ^_^

reali so miss her this few days ...
she din change alot ...
except abit taller ... n darker ... (ofcoz)
overall its almost no changes ... hehex ...

but after awhile .. she went home ...
coz her mum gona back home ..
she went home without a goodbye kiss ...
well ... i understand that ... many ppl there ...
don wori .. i din angry .. its normal 4 a girl =)

btw .. after that i went to cc also ..
i think my dear is lonely at house ..
n she just slipping ... she replied me at msg ...
but i think she continue slip after that ...
guess she veri tired after back ...

while in cc ...
we wasted half hour in there ...
hahax .. its okiex ...
actuali im not going .. forced by jonathan n eng .. .

the time now is 5.55p.m. ...
my gf still haven wake up ...
so ... sweet dream my dear .. muackz ...
i love u 4eva ...

damn bored 2day ... i cant even heard a sound ...
so .. i decided 2 blogging ...
i think this is a boring post also ...
ZzZZzzZZzzZZzZZZzzz...

this 4 days not a veri good day 4 me ..
i lying on bed n sit in front com whole day ...
i dono wat i had did this 4 days ...
guess i just thinking of my wife ...

reali veri miss her ...
wanted to go with her ...
but i cant ... haizz ...

soon .. she gona move house also ...
the chances to c her decrease alot ...
i dono wat should i do ...
but i hope she will miss me too ...

without her. . i reali dono wat should i do ...
my life is meaningless ...
struggling to find something to do ...
but fail to do so .. so ntg to do ...

lolsss .. i dono wat i rite about ...
but it sure is a boring n hav alot of bad grammer ...
end here ...

ZzzZzz (>-_-)> <(-_-<) zzZzzZZ

2day my gf went to genting with his family ...
so 4 me .. its was damn bored ...
i was alone whole day ...
ntg to do .. so i post this boring stuff in here ...

well ... this is my 1st post with pic ... hahax ...
coz my gf also post for it ...
n just now i also saw alex do so ...
den i gona giv it a try ...

first ... i wanted to gratz my dear dear coz winning the model competition ...
well .. according to my calculation ... she sure win derhx .. .
coz she so pretty ... cute ... hahax ....
she so pretty lorhx ^^

second .. gratz justin for on-ing with shy ...
but he not enough fren larhx ...
on so long but din tell us ...
hahax .. but its okiex .. wish him GOOD LUCK !!!

my lovely wife went to bt.f. 2day ...
seem that she enjoyed herself so much .. .
well .. glad to hear that ... =)

but too bad .. 2molo she gona go to genting ...
1st ... ofcoz playing !! heaven of fun fair !! i would play too if i were there ..
2nd ... visit her 2nd bro that working there ...
3rd ... visiting her relative in kl ...

the trip is 4 days .. .that means tues onli back ...
i will be boring .. but its okiex ..
i can help my mum do the calander stuff ...
so there's no nid to so wori bout me ...

during this 4 days ...
i will miss u my wife ...
hoping that u will does the same things ...
everynite b4 u sleep .. pls think of me .. becoz i will do so =)

at here .. i hope that the trip will go smooth n ntg will happen ...
wish my dear wife hapi always ^_^

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a sixteen-year-old teenager boy ...
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