Wednesday, November 12, 20084:45 AM
will you be there, wating for me to love you ?-
after saw your edited post ...
after heard wat u told me in msn ...
i started to feel scare .. sad ...
i had never feel like that myself ... i lost myself ..
i told u that we sure can maintain ...
whether u believe or not ...
i said it coz we reali can ...
not becoz just wanna comfort we both ..
pls trust me .. try not to think like that now ...
don say sry to me anymore ...
that will make me even scare ...
i scare u say that coz wanna leave me alone T_T ...
bao bei .. i reali cant imagine the day without u ...
i reali don wanna continue living anymore ...
we had experience alot of things .. wouldnt it a waste if we giv up now??
2 more years onli ... pls .. still remember last time wat did u said ??
u call me to wait u until form 5 .. n i willing to do so ... until now i still remember it ...
still remember wat we bet this year ??
u said u wont leave me 1st .. n say will tank mostly until form5 ...
n said i will leave u onli ... n now i din leave u anymore ..
n now i tell u .. I WONT LEAVE U ALSO UNLESS I DIE ...
its true ...
u should noe .. im serious with u since we started ...
i told myself that if i sayang u ... love u ... treat u nicely .. u jor wont leave me ...
i scare i lost u .. i scare u sad. . i scare u angry ...
so i care bout your everything ... mayb u think that veri ma fan .. but its okiex ..
mayb u think im stupid ..
mayb u think not worth doing that ...
but never angry or scold me coz that ..
coz i cant control my love on u ...
don leave me in the future ..
reali cant live without u ...
