as my title said it ..
my gf went to those place again ...
keep go vacation ..
damn rich sia ... lolsss ..

i wish i can go with her =X
she went there from fri till sund's nite ..
veri miss her this few days ...
she does too .. =X

at melaka ...
she went to jonker walk ...
n A famosa ...
she told me that she saw maknyah there ..

lolsss .. the maknyah is performance ..
since i long time din c tio chung heng on9 ...
i think he is the maknyah kia .. .hahax ...
hope justin not 1 of them ... =)

well .. i not reali sure bout her time table ..
so i gona skip her part .. n say something bout me =X
during the day she went there ...
same as always .. veri late on wake up ...

den eat n slip ... slip n eat ..
everyday continue the same things ..
becoz my k bro come to stay my house ..
he don wanna let me use com .. shit = = ...

den i was happy coz my gf back early than i tought ..
lolss .. lame post lai .. mai read .. = =..
end here ..

last fri's christmas ... 7oclock something ...
cm , ks , me n my gf went to jason house ..
justin organize a bbq there ..
but he veri late karhx go ...

we prepared food 4 justin b4 he come ...
den i accidentally dropped a raw fish ball in my drinks ..
so i change another cup ..
den the cup giv justin use =X

n 1 of the nuggret fell in the ground ...
den we cook 4 him .. lolss !!!
but nvm larhx justin ... high temperature kill the bacteria ..
don wori .. =)

den when justin eating ...
ks use spray sprayed on justin head ..
lolsss ... after that ... spray war coming !!!
stupid ks spray on my gf's hair == ..

cm n i revenge ... lolsss ..
coz he also spray on cm ...
den all spray lai spray ki ...
until all the spray finished ..

jason gona cry .. lolss
coz the spray's bubble went in his fish pond ..
he scare his fish dead ..
he said 1st time rear the fish so long .. lolss ==

den after that .. all play ice again == ..
throw lai throw ki ... HOLY JESUS !!!
ks so qiko .. lolsss ..
after that we went to jason's bedroom ...

cm n i play chess ..
he lost =X ..
after that we go out watch they play ps2..
my gf n i back at 10.30pm ...

the next day she going to melaka ...
gona reali miss her =) ...
end here ...

After heard wat she told me ytd nite ...
i started realize that im always make a mistake ..
she was right ... mayb i should care her more ..
i think she had felt disappointed on me ...

i wont make any mistake d ...
i will change myself again .. n again n again ..
until she satisfy with me ...
i want to be a perfect bf for her .. .

i reali felt sry for her >< wat i gona do ...
i will try to learn more things ..
sry >< ...

without u .. nobody will play guci with me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will b my princess ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will pei me chattnig ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will put same display pic with me .. CANNOT !!!

without u .. nobody will singing with me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will ans my phone until morning .. CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will make cakes n cookies 4 me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will feed me eat ice-cream ... CANNOT !!!

without u .. nobody will share my drinks with me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will care bout me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will share secret or prob with me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will cover same blanket with me ... CANNOT !!!

without u .. nobody will call me lao gong ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will call me chou ren ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will laugh with me ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will slip with me ... CANNOT !!!

without u .. nobody will cook 4 me in the future ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. nobody will giv me hapiness ... CANNOT !!!
without u .. reali reali reali reali reali reali ... CANNOT !!!

time is ticking sec by sec ...
n the day i waiting the most is 2molo ...
i will revenge for wat he had done to me ..
he forced me to do so ...

if 2molo he dare to tease my gf in front of me ..
i wont softed heart anymore ...
SHE'S MINE NOT YOURS
stop fooling around with me ...

if u wan a girl go find your xiao bing ..
go find your pineapple ...
everyone but not her ...

i hate 1 guy ...
i hate him since i started noe him ..
i hate he becoz of his style ...
i hate him becoz he tease my gf ...

2day dono wat happen ...
my gf din reply my msg n din even ans my phone ..
so i phone to her house ..
at 1st a kid ans the phone ...

den she went to called my gf ...
after tat she ans my phone ...
but she doesnt felt like wanna talk ..
so less than 1 min .. we closed the phone ..

den bout 4 something near 5 ...
my gf call me to phone her ...
n i did ... den i heard a irritating sound ..
the WORST sound i ever head ...

a FUCKING sound ...
a BITCH FUCKING's LAUGHING sound
i knew it ... he is the person i hate the most ...
he is that jj ... after knew that he was there ...

i veri angry coz my gf din even told me anything ...
den suddenly he can chat with my gf while i was waiting a msg from her ..
so i went out to find my gf without thinking anything ...
but when i reached there .. probably few meter left ...

she call me don find her ..
i understand that ...
but i reali hate that guy ...
i hate the way he look at my gf ...

i hate the way he act like he was the bf of the girl he like ...
I HATE HIM , NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
THE FACT WONT CHANGE EVEN I DIE ...
however ... i listen wat my gf said .. i went home ..

den after i went home ...
she got on9 but din reply me ...
i waiting her almost whole afternoon ...
reali make me wanna cry that moment ...

but after think bout that guy ...
man .. my blood rush up ..
smoke coming out from my body ..
i wanna kill that guy !!!

the decision has made ...
now ME , CW ... has no relation with that guy ...
i wont talk to him anymore ...
2molo also wont ... i will consider him as invisible ...

HE is not my fren anymore ...
im a person that angry-is-a-must when the person like him talk to my gf ..
while i at house waiting for her ...
even though bk don hav any relation with u .. n she don like u either ... but ..


FUCK U JJ ... CURSE YOU !!!
GO LET CAR CRASH LARHX !! MAHAI
I HOPE I NEVER KNEW U !!!
WILL NEVER ADMIT U R MY FREN !!!

CIBAI OOI KAH JIN
I HATE U !!!

last sat ... some1 added me in msn ...
n i tought some1 playing me ..
but nope ..he asked me noob kia things ..
so i blocked him .. lolsss ..

now .. old version justin coming out ...
after blocking him .. he change his msn personal msg ...
he wrote something bout he having a block detector ..
muahahahahx ...

noob kia ... like i care bout it ...
dono y he got blocked d but still wanna pyy ..
told the whole world he got blocked through personal msg ..
beh pai seh punya .. lolss ..

below is our conversation ..
after that i del him .. enjoy ^^
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nightmare passed .. .
i were saved by a light ..
by her light ...
she finally wake me up ..

last fri went to her house ..
slip on her bed ..
the feeling is damn nice ..
wakakakax ..

wish i can go in again ...
her house veri nice ..
her bed comfortable ..
everything is perfect .. including her ..

n 2day she came to my house ..
i wanted to say sry to her ..
if wasnt becoz of me ..
it wont happen .. sry ..

at here i wanna tell all my fren ..
(even though no ppl view my blog)
i n her ntg d .. still couple ^^

the moment she told me that ..
she wanna change her emel .. cancel fs ..
change her phone num ...
n wont giv me new emel n num ...

make me damn wori ...
suddenly i felt veri scare ..
den i keep begging her let me noe her new emel ..
if she cre8 it .. but she rejected ..

den finally she told me that she just kidding ..
luckily .. she act damn real ...
more good than those actor or actress that gain award ..
if got chances i think she can b famous actress ^^

at here .. i would like to tell her tat ..
she is important 4 me .. so i cant afford to lose her in my life ..
i love her .. muackz ~

ytd nite .. i cry until vommit ..
coz keep coughing ...
coz i made her angry ...
but luckily she ans my phone at last ..

we on9 discuss many things ...
discuss on phone either ...
until 2 or 2 something ...
she said will giv me a ans ...

so i waiting for it ...
i hope it wont b a bad news ...
i noe u veri tired n pressure now ...
so im not going to giv u any for now ..

i still had alot of things wanna do with u ...
so pls giv me a chance ...

ytd ... the things finally happen ...
we both cried whole night ...
haizz ... reali damn sad ytd ..
almost make me cant slip ..

just now .. she went to her cousin's house ...
i saw her .. n look at her .. but din talk with her ..
i dono wat should i say .. or wat should i do ..
but after that .. i nearly cry out ... lucky ...

i not gona embrass myself in front of my primary fren ..
arrrgh ... y my life is so unlucky ...
hope she will back to my side ...
so that we can hav our 1st valentine ...

end here ..

ytd .. u told me that u will b with me 4eva ..
n wont leave me again ...
but 2day .. u told me that u wanna separate for awhile ..
coz u had alrdy tired with our relation ..

u told me we separate for 3 month ...
but did u noe ??
this 3 month will be the most slowest .. pain-est day ..
that i will ever had in my life ..

so ... since u wanna like that ..
y must u promise me anything ??
u break the promise .. if u just wanna let me hav confident ..
i rather u din do so than break the promise ..

somemore .. if "cold war" we can maintain our relation ..
n u wont break your promise also ..
y don do tat ?? y ... pls tell me y ..
izzit u hav any plan in your mind .. or forced to do so ..

did u noe .. once we separate ..
even just for awhile ...
no matter our relation how stable .. how long ..
we will change into stranger ...

thats y .. i wan u to think bout it carefully ...
b4 u make the decision ...
coz .. i don wanna regret anymore .. so do u ..
pls .. think for few days b4 u say that ..

i don wan u make any wrong decision ...
i noe u care bout for family ...
but how bout me ??
for u .. mayb separate is good decision ..

but do u ever think the same question when u r me ..
izzit the decision good for me ??
mayb leng zhan will better than separate ??
u will hapi .. your family will hapi .. i will hapi ...
at least .. i will be happier with cold war than separate ..

wat i do 2day ..
is wat i left behind last time ..
i don wanna regret anymore ...

if there was magician exists in this world ..
n if the magician can let u alive forever n cant die ...
when u hear bout it .. i think u all wan it rite ??
last time i also wan it .. but now .. nope ..

mayb its kinda attractive for some person ..
but 4 me .. i prefer dead at old age than stay alive ..
coz if we cant die .. n the person we love has dead ...
who we wanna live for ??

that kind of live some sort of boring ...
yeah .. u mayb rite ... we can find other ..
but think bout it .. u can alive for million years ...
n keep did the same things ... repeat n repeat ..

n u keep c the person u love dead again n again ..
would u hapi to c it ??
okiex .. in other words .. u love sex ...
but since u wont dead .. u gona sex for few million years??

so ... appreciate wat u had now ..
n do not let go of them if u reali love / like it ..
try your best not to hurt them ..

for myself .. i hav someone for me to stay alive ..
thats her ... onli her ... she is the onli reason ..
love her 4eva .. muackzz ...

FIRST LOVE.

CdoubleU ... boy ofcoz ...
a sixteen-year-old teenager boy ...
birthday May 4th

HER♥
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